A Post From Our Facebook Group - Life's Struggles

This is a copy of the facebook group post I placed some weeks ago. This was in response to someone being a little closed minded.
As far as I remember, my life began with writing, at the age of 11. I wrote a piece that looking back showed me who I was even at that young age, about the world and the people in it are like a chain and we are only as strong as the weakest link. At the age of 16 and after no real religion in my life, I had many questions, I was happy to not have had the training as any one religion which meant I was open to find out what was out there and like finding a new car, find one that suited me.
This is a copy of the facebook group post I placed some weeks ago. This was in response to someone being a little closed minded.

As far as I remember, my life began with writing, at the age of 11. I wrote a piece that looking back showed me who I was even at that young age, about the world and the people in it are like a chain and we are only as strong as the weakest link. At the age of 16 and after no real religion in my life, I had many questions, I was happy to not have had the training as any one religion which meant I was open to find out what was out there and like finding a new car, find one that suited me.
It was not a person, or church or any one religion that grabbed my by the horns and molded me into its approved outcome, it was life itself that did that for me. My first book that described all the questions I had at that young age magically came into my life after I was taken like a remote controlled robot to a book store where I walked right downstairs to the one book rack of many, spun it and stopped the rack and took the book to pay for it. Once outside I caught myself and thought, “How the heck did that happen”??? And what is this book!? The book answered much and spawned many more questions and so it had begun. 2 years later I find myself sitting on the couch and had my very first astral projection of SO many to come. I got the the point I could fly about while outside walking (I kid you not) and my last experience doing that was about 1995 while here in the states. During this time I had seen and heard of other people’s experiences about odd things happening to them, things I did not believe, how could half of it even be true? Complete craziness I thought even with my out of body experiences that would even happen during sleep that I would rush to bed to live my other life, I literally had 2 lives (tell that to your friends and family that didn’t understand any of this)
After a rebellious time with my parents and not seeing them for a number of years, we slowly made an effort to get to know each other again and my father who (back then) was a man’s man, no tears, very manly, very tough dad in some ways, told me about his experiences working on a 16th century mansion my uncle owned where he felt his hands became the hands of the previous builder hundreds of years ago as he uncovered stone covered hidden fireplaces, stone for stone, and the time where he saw in his mind an accident a mile ahead so he slowed down this once, only to come across the very scene he had seen with his mounds eye… My mother later told me she also had out of body experiences, but only because I was starting to be open about my life and the things that happened to me.
At this point a few years later I met my first wife, she was from North Jersey. My life became a living hell and I began the early years of the first real pain I had ever truly experienced. Little did I know this was my first big lesson and growth spurt spiritually. Long gone were the nightly rushes to bed to live my astral life, now I had child support to pay and no friends or family to rely upon, food was the last thing from my weekly wage and with a 1.5 foot square space to cook upon, I could cook some fancy meals after all was said and done. THIS was when I came home and sat on my bed each and every night after work to ask myself what went wrong??? What could have i done?? why??? This was the catalyst for the hearing of my first voice. a reactionary voice that answered every question I had about myself. I had something new to rush home for and nobody knew about this. I had stumbled upon meditation and it was shortly after I met a girl who introduced me to my spiritual teacher, Larry Heisler (who I added to this group this evening, though not sure he’s actually here :) Every step that almost broke me, made me stronger, I actually wished back then to be locked in a room or a cell so I could escape my mind. (not these days, I have too much to accomplish now) :)
Many years later, many and much more amazing happenings later, I find myself in a group in Facebook that always seem to end up arguing. Such hatred and venom towards those that simply “think different” than them and this was suppose to be a spiritual group. I was so saddened by this, but it to me showed how and why there are so many “Religious” wars in the world. (my dogma is better and stronger than your dogma, so get out of my park!) A NEW group had to be created.
This group was for the transformation and the betterment of spirit in whatever form it may come. Hindu, christian, spiritual, methodist, buddhist and so on, each religion or belief system has its own ways, it’s own passage in life. To me EACH of these has its place in life for the level of belief you may happen to resonate with this lifetime, for your best alignment to grow the best you can this life. (new soul growing to old soul, adding its experiences to the overall mass global and universal consciousness that I feel is the space around us, the 96% we do not know of what it consists of) Not one of these groups can say with any real knowledge or comprehension of it’s ultimate truth, that their way is THE way, THE truth. Not one…. They ALL might say so… But that is another things altogether, I would say ego probably.
The group is a place where my experiences in life do not pertain to everyone, nor do your experiences pertain to me, BUT, WHAT am I missing out on, if I say everything you say you have seen and heard and experienced with your own eyes and ears and felt with senses you cannot explain, is not true or valid or is lesser than or is delusional…  I do not take apart the things others say, I can’t, I have seen too much weird stuff. Many of these posts are seen by about 30 people on average over 2-3 days right now. We have a strong group of maybe 6-8 people that interact daily or so and with the openness and willingness to share our hearts with the world, are showing others they are not crazy, they are not alone. I will take your craziness and raise you… It’s not crazy. Some people here actually are able to speak to dead people. How cool is that? Let’s be an open hearted all welcoming group that have a raised bar of being. Let’s shine brighter for the lost souls, not to say THIS or THAT is the way, but that they have a place where nothing is really stupid or silly to mention of think about.
My favorite thing that Heather McRae Lapp has asked is ” What if everything you think and believe is wrong?” Because THAT is the question that if you ask truthfully, puts us ALL on an even playing field. Taking this away, what would we have left? We would have only the ability to listen and be open and have faith in something, because it could all change in a heartbeat. How could anyone question another’s belief system at that point? Because at any point You yourself may be proven wrong.
If we have a pain or knee jerk reaction about something that is said, why? What buttons are we pressing? Why do you have buttons? There is probably fear in there somewhere. Even if what someone is saying is really quite off key or not in alignment with your own vibrational truths. To allow the free speech of one and all will create an open and safe environment for all to speak, maybe getting more of the 30 to begin to interact as they will not feel like idiots or feel ashamed for thinking such silly thoughts.
The psychic that picked out the dog tag my grandfather wore in the second world war that is neatly stowed in my bedside table with his photo, no one knows that. no one knows my secretive harbored thoughts of my book and 3 part packet I am now working on for spiritual and life growth and healing through the pain and lessons from my own life. She did not know the music and the direction I have been playing with in my mind, about coming out of the closet completely in the evolution of my spirit. I have been to a few psychic fakes in my life, but this was the the best of the 2 good psychics I now know personally.
A year ago I begged to the universe to be more open, more in touch with my abilities and I have to say, here I am. I now regularly see visions of things as clearly as I see the keyboard in front of me (maybe not quite that clear) I have had my grandmothers photo hung on the wall some years back, look at me, smile and wink at me in a loving way in a moment of hardship and tears.
This group, through all of its openness, its reading, likes and silent sending of vibration alignment in agreement or understanding intentions have been the catalyst in my sky rocketing into the future I never thought could be. 2012 Dec 21st is fast approaching and I’m not sure what’s happening, but it’s all good, I feel as though next year I will have places to go, things to do and people to help lift up vibrationally, that one by one will help to pass it on and raise the vibration of love on this planet enough to help a good final outcome for us all. So all that being said, be open, feel with your heart about where someone is coming from, don’t listen intellectually, it can’t be done, it’s almost all impossibly on that level. Use the senses you know most do not know even exist. That is where the truths lay.
Every hardship you go through is a huge lesson to be learned, a massive chance to grow in a way that if you do it right, will only have to be lived once. Pain, relentless circumstances of life’s crap are all part of it and someone somewhere is experiencing far worse. All of this can be wiped away with the right understanding, viewing point and lessons. All of it… (unless you “know” it can’t) ;)
I’m currently working on a 12 part system to help heal lives, pain and promote spiritual growth. No sales pitch, not to you guys. But synchronistically amazing that Michele is in so much pain right now, please join me in sending her the love and vibrational support of healing light, yes we could heal ourselves, but I’m no avatar as yet…. Working on it.